April 22nd, 2012

chucks

My tweets

  • Sat, 17:07: The other day I was thinking about how grateful I am Chad listened to us and didn't go to Mississippi. Because of that, we got this place.
  • Sat, 17:08: Sammy and Chad got over each other and are friends again, which is just awesome. And just all of the things. ALL OF THE THINGS.
  • Sat, 17:08: I'm leaving soon and everything's gonna be different and I'm not gonna have Sammy and Ethan always there when I need them across the hall.
  • Sat, 17:09: And Chad's not gonna be there to wake me up at wee hours of the night because our doors suck. And all of it sometimes makes me sad.
  • Sat, 17:10: And I know he's gonna go to Mississippi now and drown in some quicksand or whatever folks do down there, but at least it's been six months.
  • Sat, 17:11: And maybe Sammy will go from living paycheck to paycheck to saving up to move to California, and maybe we can move out there together still.
  • Sat, 17:12: And Ethan is stuck and getting stuck-er, so maybe if he sees us changing he'll be motivated to change, and get a better job, a better life.
  • Sat, 17:13: It's all sad, ya know? Leaving. But I had a plane ticket for April 29 which was taking me across the world and I wasn't telling anyone.
  • Sat, 17:14: So I guess I've been prepared for that aspect of things. We all need change, and we all say it all the time, that we need out of this town.
  • Sat, 17:14: But I'm afraid that it just isn't gonna happen, and we're going to end up here for the rest of our lives.
Collapse )